I am a complex guy thanks to the rosacea that I have. I try to stay inside as much as I can because I feel insecure with my red pulsating face. Avoid beeing notice at all cost. I am young bloke, I should be out having the time of my life but no, this is not the case. This rosacea ornament that I bare on my face has a grip over me that I can´t handle. Ive have worn it for many years but now finally in recent days I have realized that it has formed my life and made me in to what i am today. An anti social kid that is growing older with a red-heated iron mask covering my true self.
Instead of going out bowling on weekends I stay at home and drown my worries with a few shot of jagermeister and 10-12 cans of beer followed by and "hair of dog" sunday...
Now I have read about MII and MI and found that it is a effective "drug" that covers up the redness but comes with a string of side effects. I dont know how reilable the sources are, and sometimes the info posted on various sites appears to be a tad vague to me.
My question is what is the general Rosaceans thoughts about melanotan and are you, my fellow rosaceans willing to try it?
In my case what do you guys think?