Bob Bear
23rd June 2005, 03:00 PM
Went to see my GP this afternoon. Iv never used a med before but after talking with Dr Nase I wanted to give Klonopin a shot. I kinda thought Id have my work cut out, so I went armed with my copy of the book and plenty of quotes.
This guy was actually alright. When i explained my symptoms he was sensitive and gave me a good hearing. He was also impressed with the case I bought. Unfortunately none of this was enough to get me a script - he turned me down flat when he realised i was after a benzo.
Thing is I cant help feeling that he refused me more out of wanting to cover his own back than for my benefit. I imagine it was probably a bit of both, either way very dissapointing. I can see his point though - its not going to look good on him if he gets a young guy hopelessly addicted on benzos! I just wish I could get them to realise that Im not as naive as i may appear on paper - I know the risks of using these drugs and Im 100% confident that I can use them responsibly without any problems. I may only take it 10 times a year!
My question i guess at this point is, how the hell do you guys get hold of your meds? Iv been refused everything but beta blockers by two GP's and a derm. It really doesnt look as if my local GP's or derms are going to work with me on this. I also highly doubt that my IPL Dr would prescribe me - he's hardly going to want that responsibility. Dont get me wrong, I dont want to be constantly taking meds - Im just after the proverbial 'magic bullet' that I can use on special occassions. Surely there must be something i can do?
He did make me laugh though at one point. He suggested Yoga might help - right, I cant even touch my toes with inducing a major scale flush! This just seems to illustrate further the average Dr's complete lack of understanding regarding us and out little friend rosacea.
This guy was actually alright. When i explained my symptoms he was sensitive and gave me a good hearing. He was also impressed with the case I bought. Unfortunately none of this was enough to get me a script - he turned me down flat when he realised i was after a benzo.
Thing is I cant help feeling that he refused me more out of wanting to cover his own back than for my benefit. I imagine it was probably a bit of both, either way very dissapointing. I can see his point though - its not going to look good on him if he gets a young guy hopelessly addicted on benzos! I just wish I could get them to realise that Im not as naive as i may appear on paper - I know the risks of using these drugs and Im 100% confident that I can use them responsibly without any problems. I may only take it 10 times a year!
My question i guess at this point is, how the hell do you guys get hold of your meds? Iv been refused everything but beta blockers by two GP's and a derm. It really doesnt look as if my local GP's or derms are going to work with me on this. I also highly doubt that my IPL Dr would prescribe me - he's hardly going to want that responsibility. Dont get me wrong, I dont want to be constantly taking meds - Im just after the proverbial 'magic bullet' that I can use on special occassions. Surely there must be something i can do?
He did make me laugh though at one point. He suggested Yoga might help - right, I cant even touch my toes with inducing a major scale flush! This just seems to illustrate further the average Dr's complete lack of understanding regarding us and out little friend rosacea.